Wednesday, May 25, 2011

That Urge Again

I've done it before...and I said I wouldn't do it it again w/o thinking first, but its tugging at me bad. I don't know if its my frustration w/ one situation or my dream pulling me in another direction....Its strong though. This time wouldn't be like last time where I did it based on principle...this time it would be simply for me to stop being scared to just live. Failure is in not trying. I say that all the time. So many thoughts cross my mind...will they get me, will they laugh, will my pride be hurt, will I win...Well, Stefany you won't know unless you try...Im trying to subside this urge to quit my job cause I feel its taking time away from me doing what I'm called to do.....pray with and for me...

Monday, May 23, 2011

Best Birthday Ever

I have to say this has been the best birthday I've ever had. I'm normally not that hung up on my day cause I could care less, but for some reason this year was different. Started the week off having dinner w/ some of my good friends and one of my favorite people at Oceannaire. Dinner was absolutely great. Good food, folks, and fun. Wed May 18th my actual day I went to work for half day came home took a nap and then proceeded to Uniontown for more food, folks, and fun. I was truly thankful for everyone who showed up to celebrate with me and show me love on my day. I even had my cousins come out for me....Thursday was best though. The moment I found out Avery Sunshine was at Blues Alley I purchased tickets. What better way to spend my birthday than with this awesome spirit. She got her baileys and when I went up to get a cd signed she said where is the "hat"? lol My friends showed out for me at the show and the after show events were even better..Had a great time w/ those 2 friends...lol Friday was a chill day even though I did hit a bar, I ended up in the house rather early. Saturday I had a slight cookout w/ friends that got a lil out of hand but ended up being a wonderful night thanks to my bro who hooked us up at Stadium...funny funny funny...Sunday..church..the kickball w/ the girls...action packed week....and now I pay for it.....